The air is charged, it does not smell natural. You can pretend it does, but it is not natural. It smells like closed. You got some options: To let yourself go, to prepare yourself mentally, or just to do what you feel. In the end you just choose a halfway.
You dedicate time to put away the negative emotions of the week. It is time to put in your face the most wonderful smile that the years teached you to sketch. That smile after which there are more bad than good moments, that hurt a lot but as much as they teach you, and they make your smile way more deep and way more real, because you have l
