…filled with mixed emotions.It’s December, can you even believe it? Nope, not me! As Christmas fast approaching, I realize I still have mixed feelings about Christmas and really struggle to get into it every year. Why? I’ve lost both my parents in the last ten years. Part of the reason is they both spent their last Christmas in hospital and were so ill. My parents used to absolutely love this time of year and having the family get together at Xmas.Unfortunately Christmas highlights the loss, so I’m sure like all of us who have lost loved ones, this time of year makes us feel our loss more in

